Talk is cheap

As everyone knows talk is cheap because it is just talk, no action in it.
And we Malaysian called it as "NATO" - no action talk only.
People tends to say "forgive and forget" but does these words really exist?
We know how to say but we never practice or remember what we said or even worse can't even do what we had said.
So never say anything just because you love those words but it doesn't meant anything that u had said.
Isn't words become meaningless if we don't join it become a sentence that is meaningful?
The world won't stop spinning just because of a person. Similarly, a person's life won't stop just because of the words that other people said. So what for we care how others said about us?
Is their mouth, their thoughts and whatever they do.. Is none of our business.
Thanks to those who willing to spend their time to say about you. Don't you think you have a special thing within you that makes people wanna gossip or even interested in you?
Thanks god for that too. ;) as god was the one who planned our days before we were born in this world.
Thanks god, I love you deeply and truly. I appreciate what you have done in my life.

It's Friday

Its Friday. I skip school today because I prefer to study at home. ;) 

Let me ask you, what you think about the world ? A reality world?

Would anyone really care about you?

Would anyone really think of you?

Would anyone really love you?

There are lots of questions I keep on asking in my mind but all I can do is to wait time to prove it to me.

So let's wait ;)

Reality is seem far more than I hv know so far

Reality? Yes, we are been living in a reality world. Beginning I was never believe how reality was the world even though I know everyone was studying and working because of money. I even been so naive that I wanna be a doctor in future so that I can go to the rural places or poor country to help out those who needs it. This is because once upon a time, a teacher told me "no one cares how clever or brilliant you are but people know how much you care." Indeed now, it never applied to me anymore.. This sentences is just a nice to hear n to say... In reality, it does not applied at all. Through this few days that god had planned it for me I believe that he has his purpose and though I lost the award as mgs ladies of class and merit marks but still I think it is worth because this experience I will never get it again. With the lost I hv gain that every one in this world looks status, if one day you don't hv anything and everything no one is gonna care about you and they are the first one is gonna avoid you. Does anyone really cares about the care that you care for them? I bet no one. So what for .. We being care so much about others? I have grown up... No matter how much you treat a person, but deep in their heart you still won't be the good as what they think of. If you have done some mistakes, no matter you took the punishment or not , people will still looking you as a prisoner whether you hv turn into a new leaf or not. No one cares about it. So why should I? I even cried why the person that seem so believe in me and so good towards me ..change... Asking me avoid to seeing her in real life. What is this life going on? Life is unfair , I know it. So let it be ;)

Struggle week...

Tomorrow gonna be sejarah paper and today will be a struggling day to go through the sejarah textbook. Nowadays I felt I and Him got ntg to chat or in other words, no topic. I can feel there is a distance between me and him now. Maybe it gonna be good for me n him as we can focus more on our books instead?  And how bout me and her? Still the same a huge distance. :) that it. Gonna back to sejarah...bai bai